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1月5日 back at schoolback at school! oh joy!! first lesson back of the new year and i already have a mock for biology. but hey!!!! im not complaining really im not. teehee! nah i dont care really it wasnt that hard and then i had art so its not alllll bad :) although we do have to draw a portrait of ourselves - twice the size and it isnt a piece of cake i can tell you...mmmm caakkkeee *drools* i had a really nic- oops sorry getting sidetracked there...thinking about cake...aaahhhhhhhhh......it had white creamy icing which dribbled down the side an- okay okay okay im stopping. but you have to admit, i mean, like, like, like cake is heaven. really indeed. oh talking about heaven, i want to go there, no wait thats not what i wanted to say...erm oh yeah the new film there's something about heaven i want to see it. yep i do i do! anyone seen it, is it good??! blah. im going my portrait calls (well it will do when i put a mouth in...) toodles 12月16日 aaahahahahahahaaa :)MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
AND JUST FOR YOU I AM GOING TO LET YOU IN ON A FEW SECRETS...WELL MAYBE NOT SECRETS EXACTLY BUT SOMETHING ER...IM NOT PROUD OFF.....
now i have been 'tagged' by a very special persona called rachael, and what i have to do is tell you all my five worst/weird habits.
soooooo are you ready!!!???
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hmmm.....now what would be my weirdest habit...forgetting things, which isnt weird i know but it is probably the most common thing i do and is isnt good sooooo. yeah.
2
number tooooo ahem i mean...two*, yes thats right...spelling. i cant do it.
3
eating ....no not just eating, but eating a certain kind of food, although you cant really call it a 'food' per say (told you i cant spell) have you guessed it yet? CHOCOLATE, YAAY!!!
4
what else..these arnt really bad habits are they, oh well poo to you. i dont care, this is your christmas present, so you have to appear as though you like it remember, like in front of your grandma, who unless she is cooool, gets you a nice pair of wooly (how do you spell that?) socks for christmas, the same as she gave you last year.
5
as you may have noticed (only a little bit mind you..) another of my bad habits is the fact that i ramble. a lot.i just never know what i am going to say to begin with so i just randomly say a whole load of shit to look as though im clever (have i ever achieved that?????) i dont think so. i always have a lot to say thats all, see im doing it again..
okay so the people im going to tag are...
and that random person who i have no idea of.....
okayall done, bye bye bye bye bye and a merry christmas to you with a happy new year added on the end. xxx
bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye
bye 12月9日 its anna's birthday!!!happy birthday to you, happy birthday tooooo you, haaapy biiiirthday dear aaannnnnnaaaaa, haaappy birthday toooooooooo yoooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!
happy buffday!!! 12月2日 school and hot chocolatehi am am at school!! hahahaheheheheheee!! and i have just been told off (well actually i got giggled at so something completly different to being told off...hehe) for not being able to spell hot chocolate..i just didnt know whether you put the words together or not >_< but sshhh!!! anyhoooooo, i have just had the yummiest scrummiest hot chocolate ever ever ever ever ever!!!!! it had marshmellows and maltesers and they all melted and was loverly it was ...yummy!!!!!!!
so yeah have a hot chocolate, it has warmed me up loads and now i dont have cold hands yayayaya!!!
bye bye had fun everyone xx
im getting another hot chocolate...
11月29日 shoop shoop shoop de langalangokay how is everyone?! guess what, im going to ITALY!!!! next year, but hey i cant wait hehehe!!!the only bad thing about the trip is im going to see my r.s teacher be in a bright yellow bikini.....she is over 50 and has orange skin which looks like a mouldy orange.
NICE.
last time on the trip she shoved her tits in one of my mates face and said 'james your getting on my tits'. now i really cant think why he would be gay, can you? so yes apart from the wrinkly oranges going on this trip is going to be amazing seeing as i am going to be somewhere hot and loverly and with my friends, i cant wait!!!!
on another note i am finally over this guy, i found out that he is a dick. im not going to say his name but *** I AM OVER YOU :):):) fuckface.
i am going to be a photographer, i think. not that you would get much money i dont think but i love it and i think i am better at it than art, so im happy, im going now to see what careers you can get and how much money and travelling you do, i would like to go to Africa to take photographs, if only to make all the suffering more known and if i could i would like to piant it in a way that would show the suffering in a different light, something that wold make people stop and think either 'oh wow, i need to help' or'why did she do that it isnt right' i know what i mean but i cant say it. meh i dnt care im happy :):)
hmm what else....i need more money, im trying to sell some of my art which i have done espacially for selling, so soon i will put up a photograph of some of it and see if anyone is interested, keep your eyes peeled. not literally.
ooooooo food calls!! bye x 11月25日 boredem calls01. I miss somebody right now. 02. I watch more tv than I used to. 03. I love olives. 04. I love sleeping. 05. I own lots of books. 06. I (should)wear glasses or contact lenses. 07. I love to play video games. 08. I’ve tried marijuana. 09. I have seen porn. 10. I have been in a threesome. 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. 12. I believe honesty is the best policy. 13. I've watched disney films 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton. 15. i kiss my best mates from the opposite sex 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. 17. I have a hobby. 18. I’ve been told I have a nice butt. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. 20. I've never broken anyone else's bones. 22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. 23. I love rain. 24. I’m paranoid at times. 25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 26. I need money right now. 27. I love sushi. 28. I talk really, really fast sometimes. 29. I have fresh breath in the morning.(ussually) 30. I have semi-long hair. 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas. 32. I have at least one brother and/or sister. 33. I was born in a country outside Australia 34. I shave my legs. 35. I have a twin. 37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. 38. I like the way I look. 39. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months. 40. I know how to do cornrows. 41. I am usually pessimistic. 42. I have mood swings. 43. I think prostitution should be legalized. 44. I think Britney Spears is pretty/hot. ugly... 45. I have cheated on sum1 46. I have a hidden talent. i just dont know it yet 47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. 48. i have kissed sum1 of the same sex wiv tongues 49. I have died my hair 50. I have kissed someone of the same sex. 51. I enjoy talking on the phone. 52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. 53. I love to shop. 54. I would rather shop than eat. i would rather eat than shop maybe.. 55. I would classify myself as ghetto. 56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. 57. I’m obsessed with my blog! 58. I don’t hate anyone. 59. I’m a pretty good dancer. or not.. 60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington… 61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. 62. I have a mobile phone. 63. I watch MTV on a daily basis. 65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 67. I have never been in a real relationship before. 68. I’ve rejected someone before. 69. I currently have a crush on someone. 70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. 71. I want to have children in the future. 72. I have changed a diaper before. 73. I’ve had the cops called on me before. 74. I bite my nails. 75. I’m not allergic to anything deadly
copy and paste and write what is true to you in red! (im bored if you cant tell) happiiiiinesshi everybody, im happy wooo wooo!! ayayaya!! i still havnt found my work for art, i still dont know what the hell i want to do in my life, and i still think that guys are the most confusing and annoying things on this planet. but hey im happy?! why?!!! i dont know! ooo party next week, on friday cant wait!! i need a good night that i won t remember in the morning...well actually there would be no point, i mean if i cant remember it, i wouldnt be embarressed! and thats always good :) (its not really but just amuse me and agree). im not making any sense but guess what I DONT CAR. maybe there was something in that curly wurly (how do u spell that..?) ho hum, well im off to go and do bigger and better things tooooooodles my lovlies xxxxxxx 11月24日 where are we going?okay this might turn into a big rant so be prepared, im only writing this so u dnt say 'hey that was just a big long rant' at the end, okay? okay. right where to start..hmmmm.....
well firstly i am getting very confused about people and guys and life in general. i mean i know that everyone does so im going to write some stuff down and i want some feed back so that i know that it isnt just me who feels like this. i have no idea where i am going in life - at all. i dont have any idea what i actually want to be, how do you know?! i am good at a few things so i guess that makes it harder. or maybe its because i want to do SO MUCH that i dont know what to do. how do people know what they want to do for the rest of their lives? how do you know that? i just cant believe that in a few years i am going to have to basically take the first step in my career, no wait its less than a few years, the rest of this one then next year i have to decide. how am i supposed to know!!!! ahhhggrr!!! like i am doing all this stuff at college, most of which i am not enjoying at all, and im wondering 'wait do i actually need this or want this?' i mean i DO, but i dont. its very confusing. the school doesnt help at all with careers or even giving you ideas as to where you want to go, all they have is this program on the computor which askes you a load of questions which you already know that answer to. and a bloody useless careers advisor who when you go in and say ' hi i have no idea what i want to do or what i want to be' and she comes back with ' so what DO you want to be....' and ur like'................wtf!?!' i mean we were teaching HER about how to use the search engine on a computor, and that was me, who knows nothing about computors and whenever i go near one it breaks. its actually a joke. no well im not joking about what i just sed, but her being a careers advisor is a joke, whoever told her when she was 17/18 to become a careers advisor did a bad job of sussing her out..oh wait that is exactly what SHE is like with us, maybe it comes with the job discription.
i would like to do something in art and photogrphy but i dont know what is out there, there must be so much. i guess its time to start researching, but in a way i want to stay a little kid forever, i dnt want to grow up and have huge responsibilities!!!! oh dear, well i do want to grow up, just not now lol! its all happening so fast, and i feel like i didnt live my childhood at all, i want it back and im only 16 for gods sake!!!
im getting confused about friends too. i wish that they could be more tactful, they say things to me, and i understand them but they are always judging me, all the time, they wont stop and when they tell me about the things i do wrong, which seems to be alot, they dont tell me tactfully, it just comes out and im supposed to know exactly what they are talking about!!! i dont!!! i understand in some ways but that is just me, im trying to change for the better, im trying to become a better person, but it takes time and i do make mistakes!! and it doesnt help that we are ina small group because everyone tells each other things and then there is this three way bitch, well no it isnt bitching just complaining or judging of character, and its really hard!!! i dont like it, its like they have been discussing you behind your back which i dont really like. i know that i do it sometims aswell, im not saying that im perfect!!!!
my parents are getting em down too, they are putting so much pressure on me im finding that i am starting not being able to cope with it, i guess its becaues the work load is increasing and everything around me is becoming more important. i have more commitments outside school with more rowing and more work and more music. i think it is getting a bit too much, and i dont want to stop! partly because i cant.. but then they dont know that and i dont know how to tell them. i cant write it down. hey i could show them this......nah. they are so controlling, as is everthing at the moment, even my art is being controlled and was my one escape from life and the pressures but now im not enjoying it at all because my fuckwit teacher is making everyone do stuff. and i know that it is making me a better artist etc etc etc but i want to be free!! lol thats sounds so funny, hehehehe!! okay im having a giggling fit now brb .........
reading back it wasnt that funny, i guess im just getting hysterical oh well ill keep it in >_<
*sigh* where was i...oh yeah...art. meh im finished there.
and guys.....why the fuck are they so confusing!!!!!!! there is nobody at the moment that i like..or there is one but i have liked him for a long long long long time and nothing is happening and never will, so i think i have only liked other guys because i have been trying to get over him. it hasnt worked. and i only liked the idea of them..not actually THEM which i do with this guy. im not going to say his name though all of my friends know who im talking about, and if he ever read this then he probably would too. i just want someone who would be my best mate and who understood me without judging me!! i know that is a lot to ask lol >_< newho, i can write so much here but im not going to because i think you must be getting bored (if your still reading this) and i am getting tired and i still have two essays to do, do you think this would count...? oh i still havnt told you about why i named my blog...my banana exploded..oh well ill save it, hopefully you will come back after this to find out and i hope i havnt scared you too much!!!!! okay well night night if you are going to bed, have nice dreams :) im off toodles xxxx
p.s i told you it would turn into a rant so dont say i didnt warn you!!!
oh yeah and read the book ' the five people you meet in heaven' it is very heartifting and nice to read - not at all what i expected from the title!! and it isnt religious lol just a very heart warming book. 11月18日 who is the biggest hug whore....?yep ..me!!! haha...i like hugs...:) and so should everyone. you are only a true friend if you can live after having one of my hugs. (hehe, sorry vicki :P) newho i have no idea what im writing and why im writing....er er er. make me smile please :)
xoxoxo 11月15日 humdeeehumit is katies birthday today!! happy buffday katie!!!!!!!!! hope you like the prezzie frmz me an tashticles :)
oh my art teacher has lost all of my art work, hopefully it hasnt been thrown out like she suggested, but i dnt think it has, so fingers crossed itll turn up!!
not much going on actually. i have a lot of work but then so does everyone :) better gert to it now, buh byee xx
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  see they are happy to see you reading their site, (if your not already go now) thank you 11月7日 a bit of a moan...hellooooooooooo, my mum is back from hospital now (she had major surgery on her back) the thing is i dont know whether i am happy or not. wow that sounds mean. when she was in hospital it was like, well i saw how much she controls me, even when i went into visit her, even straight after the op when she was drugged up and everythiing, she still managed to do something that was controlling. something as small as telling me to sit up staright or something. dont get me wrong i love her and everything and i AM glad that she is back, its just well, i guess i wish she was less controlling, it is all the time, she wont stop! but ho hum, everyones mums are like that!!
on another subject, im finding school work really hard!! i hope evryone is though, and its not just me. please tell me it is!!!! i need to get more organised. . . >_< i actually havnt done a lot of the school wwork at all, and no art!!! oh dear, well i better go do some now, byeee,
xx
sorry about the moaning. :/
10月28日 back from scotlandhello hello hello, im back from going to scotland. and it was as fun as opening up a can of apricots. yeah, i know thats so fun huh!!!!
didnt do much.
met my cousin hannah!! i had a good time wit her, i havnt seen her in 18 months so it was nice meeting up :):):) she hasnt changed...not that u wanted to know any of that, but hey, your the one reading this...and im going up to london to see all of her mates, whoop whoop!
so yeah...im back, lucky for you, i know just how much you missed my sanity....oh wait....dnt say anthing to that. please.
yum yum, chinese just arrived (im so healthy...) byeeeeeeee!!
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